Fearless

 

I posted on Facebook last week that I had been pondering what my 2019 word was going to be.

After asking the Big Guy to speak to my heart and let me know what word was going to make the most impact, God told me my word. Fearless.

Ever since I posted last week, I can’t stop thinking about what that word means to me.

Fearless.

Ending the year with that word in mind has already changed my mindset. I’ve been more carefree I guess you could say. Which I suppose is better than being OCD all the dang time.

I want the word fearless to let me open my heart and mind to new ideas. I want to be able to go through each day with a sense of peace. Not caring what others think of me and better yet, not judging myself.

Fearless to me means living through Christ. To let Him shine through me and brighten the world. To not let the negative world bring me down. To not let the negative thoughts in my own head win.

I believe God spoke this word to me because for so long I’ve let other people, circumstances and situations dictate the way I think.

I’ve worried what others think of me in my personal life, business world and everything in between.

As a mom, I feel like I’m constantly comparing myself to other moms. Why am I not a good mom like her? Why does her life look so out together and I’m a mess all the time?

I’m done.

I no longer will care what others think of me. So I want pink hair. I don’t care if you don’t like it. It’s my life, not yours.

This also means I am done allowing myself to speak negatively to myself.

This is obviously going to take some practice and self growth, but it will be totally worth it.

Living each day with the word FEARLESS instilled in my heart and mind will make me feel more free. Like I’m standing on top of a mountain or on the beach, with the wind blowing through my hair. I want to feel that way every day of my life.

To not feel constricted and stuck. Each day should be lived like it’s the last on earth.

I pray you too can feel this way. To wake up each day, take a breath and allow yourself to be free from fear.